starting day....
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: in the end..linkin park
Well i guess i will use this to pour my emotions.Am i so different from others...i have a boyfriend who is greek and i know my family will disown me if they know yet i continue to believe in my relationship.My life....my constant battle with my weight..i wanna wear low cut jeans and sexy outfits feel comfortable...I want a job and a career and settle down with lots of dogs and a big house and a good income...will i? I want to lose weight and good for him and feel good about myself too...2 more weeks..i will make to 50kilos i will ...love u god ...be with me...